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Sunday, June 26, 2011

Lack of Update

Kenapa aku tidak update:

1. Sibuk kerja. Pagi belajar, petang mengajar. Repeat selama 2 minggu.
2. Online guna henpon sahaja (Owh I super love my qwerty keypad auwww)
3. Text therapy dengan kawan2. Aku main sms macam budak 13 tahun baru dapat henpon. (Should I lower the age?)
4. Aku tak berapa nak online guna netbook sekarang. Sebab nak online berbaring dalam gelap sampai tertidur
5. Tidur awal
6. Penat
7. Sibuk belajar menjadi dewasa
8. Baru beli gitar. Jadi eksaited nak belajar kod. Mandi pun tak sempat, ni kan pulak update blog. Balik kerja terus sepam dua intro redemption song.
9. Emosi konflik jiwa raga
10. Jiwang. Aku sengaja avoid nak update blog untuk mengelakkan alam maya melihat post jiwang aku. Post jiwang yang boleh mengakibatkan muntah merata-rata satu Kota Kinabalu, sampai dewan bandaraya marah sebab tak larat nak mop.

Sebut pasal Kota Kinabalu, aku rajin menikmati weekend di Kota Kinabalu sekarang. Oleh itu nah tengok lah gambar Kota Kinabalu Ku.
From Observatory Tower
I like.. (Nanti kita naik sini, kau drive)
Timur: Morning
Barat: Evening
Jalan jem semakin teruk di KK ni. So aku ambil kesempatan menikmati sunrise dan sunset ketika pergi dan balik kerja. Always try to find simple little thing I can enjoy, because life is so messed up lately.

P/s: Come here, and collect your birthday present. (Iya tau bizi, may be I'll post it to you, btw, kau bday bila exactly?)

now playing: Rhythm of love by Plain White T's <----- Hint, darl!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Day 1: Trial Separation #1

I am good. I survived day 0 (barely).

Anyway, currently I am listening Call Your Girlfriend by Robyn. The original version is wow!, sound very 80's to me, just I am not really into the dance beat/disco music. But I really like the song itself. Thus, I "selongkar" national archive a.k.a YouTube for acoustic version cover. I found this. It is a rendition by a guy, so personally it suits me better. And of course because of the acoustic guitar and the piano.

Just what I need for this weekend. Hopefully it helps reduce the withdraw syndrome. Because honestly I feel like drowning.

p/s: Y U NO, call your girlfriend?

"Call Your Girlfriend"

Call your girlfriend
It's time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault
But you just found somebody new

Tell her not to get upset, second-guessing everything you said and done
And then when she gets upset tell her how you never mean to hurt no one
Then you tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again
And it won't make sense right now but you're still her friend
And then you let her down easy

Call your girlfriend
It's time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault
But you just met somebody new

Don't you tell her how I give you something that you never even knew you missed
Don't you even try and explain how it's so different when we kiss
You tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again
And it won't make sense right now but you're still her friend
And then you let her down easy

Call your girlfriend
It's time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault
But you just met somebody new
And now it's gonna be me and you

And you tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again
And it won't make sense right now but you're still her friend
And then you let her down easy

Call your girlfriend
It's time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault

Call your girlfriend
It's time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault
But you just met somebody new


Friday, June 17, 2011

Day 0: Trial Separation #1

I am experiencing early stage of withdraw syndrome. What a Friday. And the clock is unusually slow today. Just keep busy with work. Which I cant bloody focus on.

NoteToSelf: Don't start trial separation at 12 am on Friday. It'll ruin your weekend for sure!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Bubba Y U NO reply?

Doodling my heart out of Milky Way
As my mind drifted
Hopeless and tired
It always finds its way back to you

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Too Much Love Will Kill You - Queen

I listen to this track. Repeatedly. In fact, I am listening now.

This song is SO GOOD. Brian May et al. wrote this amazing piece but it was Freddie Mercury who put the soul into it. I listen to the other versions (different singers). I still like Freddie's version more and more.

Freddie was a true talented musician/song writer. Other than his musical ability and world class stage performance I am always fascinated with his personal love story, between him and his ex-wife. How he honoured his woman, their marriage, their love, their friendship, to the very end.

"All my lovers asked me why they couldn't replace Mary [Austin], but it's simply impossible. The only friend I've got is Mary and I don't want anybody else. To me, she was my common-law wife. To me, it was a marriage. We believe in each other, that's enough for me.


Read more here

Other song:
Love of My Life - Queen (Listen and feel it!)

Now I really want to go to Lake Geneva.

p/s: perfect song to be dedicated to polygamous or cheater.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Music and more

I am a little bit melancholic and relatively so into music. I bought Najwa Mahiaddin's Innocent Soul album. If I have to describe this album in one word, REFRESHING!. I like all tracks in the album, Sweet October is my favourite and Got to Go. You know what peeps.. go buy this awesome piece. I dont have cd player, and my netbook is not equipped with cd driver. So far I can only listen to this cd in my car. Thanks to the old cd player.

I was looking for Yuna Zarai's but couldnt find any. I guess her album can only be purchased via online direct order. I dont know, I am a bit conservative when it comes to shopping. I prefer pay everything in cash. Yes, masih wujud orang seperti saya. Once in a while I do swipe my debit card, and always borrow dad's credit card to buy air ticket. Of course I pay him later. So Yuna's albums have to wait.

Another female singer whose voice keeps me company when I drive is Natalie Imbruglia. I always like her, but only listen to White Lilies Island album.

Other songs:

Every teardrop is a waterfall - Coldplay. Super like this one! May be different from their previous works. This one suits me just fine.

Love Story (Taylor Swift) meets Viva la Vida (Coldplay) - New arrangement (thanks to you tube!)

Dancing, Forgiveness, redemption song cover - Elisa.

Creed's

Take a Picture - Filter

Marry Me (acoustic version) - Train

There was time when I hoped I listened more music. Now I am. See, we often forget to be thankful whenever our small little wish is granted. I dont know why recently I center my emotion into music. I went for karaoke session with people from work last night, it was great and fun. I forgot when the last time I went to karaoke. A lot things happened this week, personally. Work is just fine.

I keep on posting disgusting scribbles? on my tumblr. :p. Ha Ha Ha. Sometimes I feel like 18. Stupid, reckless, and happy. Anyway, this blog too is turning into something that able to induce nasty puke. Right? Bah dont puke on your keyboard ah.

p/s: Someday I will share music/songs I like, books I read, and my favourite lemony drinks with you. Be patient, when the time comes, I'll let you have'em all.

Now playing: Love Story - Taylor Swift.

Friday, June 10, 2011

First time post video youtube dalam blog



p/s: For you!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Star-Crossed

is meant to be Forever Alone.

Now Playing: Redemption Song cover by Elisa.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Distance is a bitch

May be we are in the gap between two seas.
So long my pulses start.
You are the beat of my heart.

p/s: this is a rip off

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Epilog

Like 500 days of Summer.
You know, before the 500th.
And I am not Summer.
I am Tom.
May be a combination of both.
The sad portions from both of them.
May be just Tom's sad portion.
And I don't even find Autumn at the end.

.....................................

:(

now playing: Just A Feeling - Maroon 5 (acoustic cover)

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

On Repeat Mode

Meh sini aku nak cerita sikit musical preference aku sejak akhir-akhir ini. Sekarang aku suka lagu yang ada banyak bunyi gitar atau versi akustik. Mana-mana lagu yang aku dengar sekarang aku akan selongkar youtube untuk cari cover versi akustik yang banyak bunyi gitar.

Taste muzik aku tiada lah avant grade, aku suka muzik biasa-biasa, something I like to listen, lyrics I can relate with. Dulu aku suka dengar Red Hot Chili Pepper, walaupun lirik tak tercapai akal ku, tapi muzik dia aku suka. I listen to Bruno Mars too.. sebab sedap lah kot lagu dia, tapi lirik agak macam harom gitu atau lebih tepat mengada-ngada. Catch a grenade? What for Bruno? Jump in front of train? Tolong lipat kain lebih seksi kot. Tapi apa lah folding laundry jika nak dibandingkan hiperbolanya dengan catch a grenade kan?. You need hype kan.

Lagu firework dari Kate Perry pun aku suka. Cuma lagu-lagu dari Kate Perry ni terlalu banyak perencah masa producing. Aku tak tahu lah apa istilah muzik whatever ni, tapi kalau kau strip down lagu-lagu Kate Perry tu, buang segala aksesori yang ditambah. Lagu dia tak lah best mana. Tapi oleh kerana mereka (orang putih) kalau buat kerja jenis all out.. dia bubuh rempah ratus cukup-cukup, penyanyi kasi meletop, pitching kasi auto correct, mikropon beli yang custom made, muzik video spend duit juta2. Taddaaa.. lagu jadi acceptably good lah pulak.

Ok honestly aku suka Jason Mraz, tak semua lagu lah tapi, sekarang aku memang didalam tidur dan jaga asyik-asyik dengar lagu Jason Mraz, ada beberapa spesifik tracks iaitu.

Lucky feat Colbie Cailat
If It Kills me
You and I
Beautiful Mess

Aku cari-cari cover, tapi yang original dari Jason Mraz juga yang aku suka. Kalau versi akustik pun aku nak Jason Mraz juga yang nyanyi. I am Yours pun aku suka, cuma sekarang ni tak main sangat dalam playlist repeat mode aku. Jason Mraz is a better songwriter than Bruno Mars.

Selain Jason Mraz, aku juga dengar merepeat mode kan lagu-lagu Maroon 5. Adam is sexy, he is the perfect Adam who can sing, good looking, and sleeps with supermodel. Eh.. kan nak cerita pasal muzik. Ada beberapa tracks dari Maroon 5 aku dengar sekarang iaitu

Never leave this bed (video tak lah gah, tapi aku suka tengok sebab shirtless Adam boleh tahan ada pemandangan ditepian pantai California)
Just a Feeling
Goodnight Goodnight

Just a feeling aku prefer akustik version, ada bersepah-sepah dalam youtube, korang boleh selongkar sendiri.

Lagu lain;
I Do Colbie Cailat
Seaside, I Already Miss You, Shine On - The Kooks
Ingrid Michealson's
Never Knew I Needed - Ne Yo
Animal - Neon Tree
Rhythm of Love -Plain white T's

Super love Rhythm of Love, tak payah cari versi akustik, versi biasa yang main di radio hari-hari tu aku cukup suka. Video pun cantik, sebab di tepi pantai. Ya aku memang suka pantai, sejak akhir-akhir ini extra suka. After all hari-hari pergi kerja lalu tepi laut apa... :)

Itu saja lah kot. Tapi dalam banyak (banyak lah sangat..) lagu yang aku repekkan disini pemenangnya ialah Jason Mraz's If It Kills Me. Jason Mraz aku dengar sejak lebih kurang 7-8 tahun lalu, lagu You and I, it was a massive hit back in good ol' matric. Pada masa yang sama, ringtone henpon aku (masa tu monophonic apa ntah.. tapi kuno lah) Harder to Breath by Maroon 5. I started listen to them when I was 17 going 18 lah macam tu... and still I am. Tempat ke-2 ialah tie between Never leave this bed dan Just a feeling.

If It Kills Me ini liriknya just in case you wonder. I like it so much. Sebab sometimes I just like, no need reason for liking (I have reason, but I wont tell here).

If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz

hello, tell me you know, yeah, you've figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
'Cause you and I, why we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend

Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me

Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you
Before I rightly explode
And this double life I lead isn't healthy for me in fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Well, baby there's a lot that I miss in case I'm wrong

All I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still cant say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me

If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
It might kill me